My mom.

Schizophrenia is an insidious mental disorder.

Most of my life has been spent being embarrassed, terrified, heartbroken, bewildered, or just done with my mom’s behavior.

The major shifts in her behavior happened when she hit her 30s and has significantly increased since she hit her late 50s.

I remember running for my life when I was 12 years old and walking on an evening walk with her. She told me that someone was following us to kidnap us.

I remember her calling the FBI and lodging a complaint because the police department had a patrol car with 666 on the license plate.

I remember her paying a pastor $300 to stalk me after I moved away from home.

Calling me in the middle of the night, telling me that there was an intruder and that she needed me right then. There was no one.

Calling to tell me that my favorite Aunt was deceased. She was not.

And tonight’s escapade began with her texting me that she wanted to spend three days here because the rats are out to get her. 🙄

~ by goddess4ever on November 8, 2019.

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