I wish there was a point where I would know that I am capable.

I have been in this job for well over a year now and I still do not feel like I know what I am doing.

When will I know? When will I feel like I belong in a role that is so outside of my norm?

I started my career as a secretary and in my mind, that is all I deserve to be.

In the last week, I have pulled resumes, set up interviews, ordered office furniture for a new office set up, pulled off a huge event that was a year in the making, sent out bills, submitted 6 filings, completed a google directory update, ordered and set up a new front door glass, managed a leak in the fire sprinkler system, managed our new property, quarter end taxes, payroll x2, two employees out sick, calendaring and travel arrangements, next years event reservations, recycling program set up in our office, document destruction of 30 cases of records and 50 more to go, gas shut off for gas leak, and not to mention that is just work.

Yet, I feel like I am just good enough for a secretary role.

~ by goddess4ever on October 23, 2019.

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