Thank you GOD for this awful week being OVER!!!!

I am two and a half people down, I have pulled off the impossible and gotten 80% of what I needed to do, done.

I feel like I lost a limb this week. I feel lost, I feel broken, and I am so freaking tired.

I hate that in this weak moment, I can’t control how much I miss you. I can’t stuff it and swallow it like a proper woman. I have faked so much to get through the week that I can’t fool myself right now. I can’t convince myself that I don’t care. I can’t try to distract myself with something shiny, or being busy.

I am getting good at shoving Pandora back into her tiny box. I just get pissed when she gets out. And right now she’s out, I don’t have what it takes to get her back.

~ by goddess4ever on September 14, 2019.

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