Tired and lost.

This weekend was the hardest weekend I have faced as a parent yet.

From one child dragging me through the everglades of parental guilt and the verbal assault that followed it, to the other truly entering a new, very real phase of her life. She has met the man that I am 110% sure will become my son-in-law.

This weekend has taken every bit of strength that I had and then some. I am broken down to pieces and my emotions are incredibly, incredibly raw.

I don’t know who I am anymore.

I don’t have a direction to go.

I am so so so alone and it sucks so hard.

~ by goddess4ever on September 3, 2019.

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