One needy chic.

I have been reflecting on my need to feel human presence lately. I have a female friend who quite irritatingly points out that ‘you don’t need a man to be happy’. I know this. I don’t need anyone to be happy. Never have. I do however, get lonely. This does not mean that I am unhappy!

I have a great job. I only fantasize about running over myself in the parking lot, 4 out of 5 days a week. Ok maybe just a hard 3 days.

I grew up with 5 siblings. Five. We were homeschooled so we saw each other all day everyday. Add my two parents and I was never alone. NEVER.

As I steamroll into Dakota’s senior year, I am very very aware of being alone. I do not want to live the rest of my life alone. I DO need someone’s hand to hold 3x a week. I’d settle for 2x. I DO need someone to ask me “WTF are you doing” several times a week. (Don’t judge, I am a weirdo and I need people to point it out, so I can stop being weird in public). I DO need annoying habits, let’s face it. It builds character.

Let’s recap- I don’t need anyone to make me happy. I don’t want to die alone. I DO want someone around. (Please do not suggest that I switch teams, I am not down for that and have already been asked.)

~ by goddess4ever on July 20, 2019.

5 Responses to “One needy chic.”

  1. You kill me. Lol youll find someone. Patience.


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