Psychology pffff
Degree be damned.
Nothing prepares you for grief and loss.
Nothing prepares you to give a prayer over your dying grandfather because your father can’t manage words through the sobbing.
Nothing prepares you for hugging your siblings as grief takes over.
Nothing prepares you for seeing your grandfather reach for you brother’s hand for comfort as he waits for pain medicine to kick in.
Nothing prepares you to have your grandfather recognize you, when he had previously not been recognizing his family.
Nothing prepares you to ‘be the strong one’.
Nothing prepares you to let go of someone that you love more than anything in the world.
Im very sorry.
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