There are so many flashbacks that I am having with my grandpa as he progresses. His body is throwing some hardcore bloodclots right now. I remember this happening with Dewey as he was in ICU.

So I pace the floor with nervous energy. Cry. Try to work. And basically fill the time until Thursday.

I am reflecting a lot on life and paths taken, etc. So, you already know everything that I am about to say.

I need you to know that I love you. It may not be our time yet, and that’s fine. But all the conversations over the last two weeks just solidify the fact that your existence in my life is a positive. You have a way of emerging and reminding me that you are there. And I want you to know that I am holding on tightly to that.

As I reflecting on the finality of losing people closest to me, I am reminded what a gift people are.

YOU make me feel special in a way that no one can.

My grandparents always made me feel unique and special. You make me feel the same way. And yes, I L-O-V-E you. I am going to tattoo that word onto you one day…. in big letters.

~ by goddess4ever on July 8, 2019.

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