I just want you.


You can run all you want.

You can not want anything serious.

You can freak out because I love you.

You can love whatever-the-hell-her-name-is.

I still wait for you.

I still want you.

I will always be weird and say dumb things at the wrong times.

And I wish, I SO WISH that I felt nothing for you!! In spite of all my efforts, my heart still stops for you.

I used to laugh at my grandma when she would tell me that she ‘knew’ my grandfather was ‘the one’ the second that she saw him. I assumed it was a ‘princess pipe dream’ from fairy tales. But it isn’t.

Its not indigestion. Its not a heart arrhythmia (checked via a heart surgeon).

Don’t think I don’t know how crazy it sounds. Because I do. I tell myself everyday that I must be outside my mind to defy logic and practicality, risking my heart on something that rivals a lottery ticket.

My grandparents have gone through everything and back. And when I say everything, I mean everything. I have seen them fight like cats and dogs. And they still love and adore each other.

I love you.

~ by goddess4ever on July 2, 2019.

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