My grandpa
Its not supposed to happen to my grandparents….they aren’t supposed to get old and die.
They aren’t supposed to get cancer. My Papaw has cancer. Lymphoma.
He’s 88. Almost 89. He beat prostate cancer a couple decades ago. He isn’t supposed to die.
He gave me away at my wedding. He can’t die. He means the world to me. He can’t die.
This is not ok, God!! You can’t just take him!!!!!
I haven’t seen him in four years because my life just kind of fell apart. Now, I am kicking myself because he isn’t going to live forever. Wtf.
How stupid is it that I am being so stupidly childish about this?!?!?!
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