Archive for June, 2019


We went out to watch fireworks in a local small town this evening.

If there is one thing I am a stupid schoolgirl about, its fireworks. When I was little, we used to go to the local army base and watch fireworks every single fourth of July.

I used to daydream that one day, someone would kiss me on the shoulder, or neck, (I was young and dumb) in the soft summer evening breeze. One day, I am confident that maybe I will have that.

Yeah, it is sappy as shit. Idk what to tell you. It is one of the few things I carry from my childhood that I truly truly loved and still love just as much today.

One day, I can share that with someone.


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Why are men such dirtbags????

I am not interested in helping you cheat on your wife. Period.

Just because I am divorced does not mean that I ‘understand the delicate issues’ you are skirting around!! GO AWAY!!! I didn’t want you a year ago when you first hit me up, and I sure as hell don’t want you now.

Just because I am single and lonely doesn’t mean that I need your help in the sex department. If I was so desperate for that, I could pay for it! And be treated a hell of a lot better.

And furthermore, you jerk husbands out there, don’t stay in a marriage that you are miserable in!! Get out or quite frankly, SHUT THE HELL UP!!!

End rant.

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My grandpa

Its not supposed to happen to my grandparents….they aren’t supposed to get old and die.

They aren’t supposed to get cancer. My Papaw has cancer. Lymphoma.

He’s 88. Almost 89. He beat prostate cancer a couple decades ago. He isn’t supposed to die.

He gave me away at my wedding. He can’t die. He means the world to me. He can’t die.

This is not ok, God!! You can’t just take him!!!!!

I haven’t seen him in four years because my life just kind of fell apart. Now, I am kicking myself because he isn’t going to live forever. Wtf.

How stupid is it that I am being so stupidly childish about this?!?!?!

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I just miss you.

With all my heart.

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As office manager, I have people for this. Except when the instructions are over their heads.

So who gets to put a 71″ desk together all evening so no one gripes about it tomorrow??? This girl.

So if you need me, I will be on the floor with my taco bell dinner and particle board partitions…….

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This is Polly. She is a tree fox. I love to see her outside my office.

She reminds me that sometimes the bullshit of office politics is SOOOO not important.

In the world of fast paced, dog eat dog mentalities, even dogs chill out and enjoy a nice cool summer morning.

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Monday from @$$/&)?’

That was easily the worst Monday I have had in a while.

It is never easy to part ways with a coworker. Even worse when it just doesn’t sit right.

I am tired. I need to forget life for awhile.

Peace out girlscouts.

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