Burnout

I keep thinking things will get better at work.

I keep thinking the psycho duo will find a new project.

I keep thinking I will be appreciated (truly appreciated) for what I do across the partnership, but I don’t think that will ever happen.

I will never be good enough, smart enough, sacrifice enough, or suffer enough.

This morning I actually went and sat in a parking lot until exactly 8 am.

I have only truly hated one job I have had and it lasted three months. Ironically it was my first paralegal job.

I have made it 10 months in this position and I feel like I have to fight for every bit of progress that I have made. I am getting burned out.

I have renewed my lease thanks to this job but I am starting to question if all of this work and effort is worth it.

I am tired of failing at everything.

~ by goddess4ever on May 11, 2019.

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