Something changed….

Idk how it happened. A long time of loving someone and hurting over someone and this time, something changed.

I realized that I was nothing but a means to an end. The toxic vortex I have willingly allowed myself to hang onto has finally lost its power.

The chapter is closed forever and oddly, I am ok with it. Yes, I will always have that spark in my heart for him, but last week sucked the oxygen out of it. If ever there was a time for someone to rise to the occasion, that was it. And as difficult as it was to be an adult, I finally saw things for what they were and it broke my heart.

I ran out of excuses and whitewash.

~ by goddess4ever on April 8, 2019.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

<span>%d</span> bloggers like this: