Idk how it happened. A long time of loving someone and hurting over someone and this time, something changed.
I realized that I was nothing but a means to an end. The toxic vortex I have willingly allowed myself to hang onto has finally lost its power.
The chapter is closed forever and oddly, I am ok with it. Yes, I will always have that spark in my heart for him, but last week sucked the oxygen out of it. If ever there was a time for someone to rise to the occasion, that was it. And as difficult as it was to be an adult, I finally saw things for what they were and it broke my heart.
I ran out of excuses and whitewash.
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