I’m not ready.

I felt like I was just getting over ex husband issues until my daughter called me this evening to tell me that her Dad has been in the hospital all week and she has been with his family because they didn’t want me to know and ‘be worried’.

Words cannot express the multiple waves of emotion that I have been inundated with in the last few hours. Mostly sobbing grief.

This is only going to get worse. I am not ready to guide my kids through this alone. I have sucked at doing this so far. This kind of thing will become more frequent. This sucks.

~ by goddess4ever on March 15, 2019.

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