Sometimes life reaches up and slaps you across the face before it throws you down the stairs.
Other times, life sends B. Gee…..
B. Gee (Not really his name) made it to a second date. Barely kissed me because he was soooooo nervous and then couldn’t find his car (parked right next to me). Poor sweet guy.
Instead of texting my sister that I was about to walk out on the date before he got there (serious level 10 Anxiety); I texted him by mistake. So I had to show up. I muddled through conversation that I suck at, before I made up the fact that I had to pick up my daughter.
He is sooooooo sweet. I certainly don’t deserve anyone like him. (Pretty sure he doesn’t laugh when people fall, or walk into trees.) He was a perfect gentlemen and walked me to my car, kissed me on the mouth and spent five minutes looking for his car before realizing he parked right next to me.
It is cool to have a person feel like they have the best gift in the world just to be in your space. Even if it isn’t sustainable.
For a brief moment in time, he makes me feel special. And I really, really miss that.
Leave a Reply