For the first time in months I slept. A deep restful sleep. For the first time in months, I rested.

I wish we didn’t connect the way that we do. Theoretically, it would be so much easier.

You are my ground. My center. As far, and as fast as I trying to forget you, I cannot. I don’t remember the names of all the first dates the I have had this year. All of them, definitely, not worth the time or effort.

I still love you with all of my heart. Every time I see you, or hear from you, my world becomes ok again.

You ARE the love of my life. Don’t think that that doesn’t scare me, because it does. But living without you scares me more.

The power to be happy in life comes from inside of us and isn’t dependent on the people around us. People we love just add to the experience. I want you to be an integral part of my experience, but that is up to you.

In the meantime, it has been months since I have slept like this, so thank-you. 💋

~ by goddess4ever on March 10, 2019.

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