It is amazing how suspicious you become about people after you have had your heart shattered.
“You are so beautiful”
Me – “What do you want”
“We should go out on a date”
Me – “We should see other people first.”
“I would like to spend time with you.”
Me – “Pretty sure you have not made an informed decision.”
“Your eyes are stunning!”
Me- “Nope, I see them everyday. No effects.”
“You would prob be on more dates if you were more positive.”
Me- …………
They aren’t wrong.
I am about to go on a date with the first person I have had any chemistry with, in several months. And of course, I am terrified.
I am trying not to let my brain go rogue. But its my brain so of course it will go rogue. So how am I going to approach this?
Trying to be in the moment. Trying to not out think myself or the situation. This is impossible. So, I am going to take a breath, try not to compare him to someone that I have dated before, and try to stay in the moment.
This is so true!!