Jason Mraz

I went to an awesome concert this evening. I have been a fan of Jason Mraz for a long time. More in the last 4 years than ever. I listen to his music as I fall asleep.

It helps ease the pain when I cry myself to sleep. It makes me feel like one day, someone will do whatever it takes to be with me. That someone would care enough about me and my heart that they will bridge half of the gap between us.

Relationships are hard. But being unwanted is harder. To know that you aren’t good enough for someone to even want to do the work for, hurts like a bitch.

I used to listed to Mraz’s song “I won’t give up” over and over. It never occurred to me that my husband of 17 years would give up. It never occurred to me that most men wouldn’t even try. And the ones who think about trying; fold at the first sign of conflict.

Thank-you Jason Mraz! You make me want to believe that true love exists. You make me believe that there is someone who will love me.

~ by goddess4ever on December 17, 2018.

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