Someone asked me about relationships today. Why they changed. Why I don’t settle.
It isn’t about settling. It is about being someone that I am not.
I don’t want to feel alone when I am with that person. I don’t want to have to wait until they decide that I can exist.
I don’t want a one sided relationship.
I don’t want to be used.
I don’t want chemistry but no intimacy. I don’t want intimacy but no chemistry.
I know when people are holding back. I don’t mind if people don’t want to talk at that time but don’t shut me out completely.
I don’t need someone to pay my way. I don’t need anyone. I want someone to be close to. I WANT someone.
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