I don’t know how it was met.

I do know that I can’t keep pushing myself like this. I can’t keep punishing my body with no sleep and terrible eating habits.

I am so damn exhausted. And for what?

I don’t even know anymore.

I miss him. Terribly.

I miss being in his arms. Yeah, I was prob being used. But, I felt safe from the world, the few times we were together. And right now, with deadlines having been met and boss’ happy, I just want to be in those arms.

I want the bullshit deadlines and the rat race to just go away. I just want to be loved for being myself. I haven’t had that in a long time. Just me.

Deadlines are manmade. Dime a dozen.

Just want to feel safe and worth loving. That is all.

~ by goddess4ever on December 7, 2018.

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