Fever delirium.
A fever has a way of shoving you right into reality and holding you there.
You have no energy for facades and the fortress of walls.
I loved him.
I would have married him.
I am such a fool. Such a fool. I can’t date. I can’t move on, I can’t do anything. All he had to do was give a damn. And he tried. Just not with his heart. His heart was all I wanted.
Such a fool. Such a stupid fool.
