One way glass.

When the loneliness engulfs me, I know you are there.

Through all of your fortress of walls, you are there. I cannot see through the glass, but I feel you. I know that you are there.

Afraid to reach through. Afraid that you can’t predict, or ensure what comes next. Because you can’t.

I am here. I am not going anywhere. My foolish heart isn’t afraid of your scars. Maybe it should be, but it knows something far more valuable. You love me.

You may not want to admit it. You may keep trying to run away, and that is entirely up to you; but you love me.

I cannot see through the glass by design. Poetic in some ways, but no less painful.

I love you. I will always love you. You cannot change that. I cannot change it either. I cannot cure your fears no matter how much I want to.

Life sucks without you. But by the same token, life sucks when someone always has a foot out the door. (Myself included).

There are ‘no guarantees in life.’

I can only promise imperfection. I was never looking for perfect. I was looking for you.

~ by goddess4ever on October 2, 2018.

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