When your best friend wakes you up because she is checking for a pulse…..
I push my body and mind to the limits on a daily basis. It is no wonder that on Saturday, my body had to do some renovations. I laid on my bed for a nap at 1pm.
I woke at 11pm to my nurse friend looking for my pulse.
“You havent eaten, gone to the bathroom or anything!!”
I don’t scare her often but when I do, it is by pushing myself too hard.
I got up, drank some milk and went to bed. Sleeping another 10 straight hours. My new job is incredibly stressful. My go-to coping mechanism for stress is sex. That ship hasn’t sailed for awhile.
So I think I need to plug back into exercise again. I never do anything half-assed so this kind of scares me. I have pushed myself to physical exhaustion because I was so stressed.
Friends……….well……….
I am soooooooo lonely omg.
