Why is it too much to ask for?
Why is being close to someone too much to ask for?
Why is it too much to ask to have someone to sit with you a couple times a week and just be close?
Or to talk or listen to?
To see?
To share hopes and dreams with?
To fail with?
I am not asking for someone to be perfect. I am just asking for a person to fucking be there.
That is what I want. A person. Not a perfect person. Just a person.
I want that heartbeat. His heartbeat. He isn’t perfect. I never asked him to be. I never wanted him to be.
I just wanted his presence. Just him.