It doesn’t matter why

It doesn’t matter that you ended it because your heart was such a pussy it couldn’t handle loving someone who couldn’t love you back.

It doesn’t matter because it will keep hurting. It just won’t hurt in new ways.

It doesn’t matter because you don’t stop loving someone. Love doesn’t work that way.

It doesn’t matter because he will still be the person you hope walks in the door. Regardless of probability.

It doesn’t matter because he is still the person you think of when you see something stupid because you know he will appreciate it and laugh with you.

It doesn’t matter because you still obsessively check your phone 100s of times a day, like a fool.

It doesn’t matter because love doesn’t give a shit what you want, what your needs or wants are. You will still love him.

And it still won’t matter.

~ by goddess4ever on July 13, 2018.

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