Mother’s Day

Someone had the brass stones to tell me that I need to make amends with my mother.

“Because you only have one.”

My mother is a paranoid schizophrenic who refuses to take medication. My mother wouldn’t know affection or love, if it hit her in the face.

To the idiot who told me that I should make amends, you don’t know me.

You don’t know my mother.

You don’t know what watching a exorcism being performed on your mother is like because she was ‘possessed by demons’.

You don’t know what it is like not having physical affection in your life.

You don’t know what it is like to be a constant target of schizophrenic delusions.

I love my mother. Because she is my mother. I will always love her. But I don’t have to engage with her to prove it. She doesn’t need to be a constant in my life. Yes, I only have one. Thank god.

Not everything can fit in the Disney life.

~ by goddess4ever on May 14, 2018.

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