The impossibility of ‘just friends’

I can’t be ‘just friends’. This has never happened to me before.

I have tried to move on. I have tried to pretend like every conversation isn’t like having my heart shattered into a million pieces several times a day.

I can’t just be friends. I can’t look at your picture without having my heart ripped through my toenails. EVERY time. I tried.

My heart has bled for two months now and it is no closer to being healed than it was at the beginning.

I am so tired of trying to hold my head up when the weight if life is too much. You made me happy. You were and unfortunately, will always be the only one who waltzed passed all my walls and defenses like they were nothing.

I can’t. I can’t. I don’t have anything left.

~ by goddess4ever on March 27, 2018.

4 Responses to “The impossibility of ‘just friends’”

  1. Don’t be friends then. If you need someone to talk to, I’m here for you.

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