Cats
Idk why there is a stereotype about unmarried women and cats. I am not a big cat person myself. I can however see myself getting a few dozen cockatiels and teaching them bad words and then letting them loose in a church parking lot after church.
Cats don’t exhibit affection like dogs. Maybe that part makes the most sense to me right now. I obviously have no clue what romantic love is or how it is displayed.
Ironically, I have been in a relationship just short of half of my lifetime and I honestly can’t tell you what love is SUPPOSED to feel like. I can tell you that I don’t want to feel ‘it’ at this point.
Heartbreak is painful. But if you don’t know what love is, is it really heartbreak? Maybe it is just grief.
Grief that you are such a sucker. Grief that it wasn’t real. Grief that you set yourself for this. That you clearly have no concept of what love is and honestly, if this wasn’t’ love, I don’t ever want feel it.
I will get some cats instead.