Dear God,
Dear God,
What exactly is the point of sending me ‘the one’ if he isn’t going to be ‘the one’?
What exactly was I supposed to learn from this experience, besides a broken heart?
What was the point of sending me someone who met every need before I knew it was a need?
What was the purpose of letting me get my heart shattered into a million different pieces?
Why God????? Why would you allow me to sink into new levels of fucked? What am I not learning?
I am so tired. So tired of not being good enough.