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Divorce. The big D-word.

It takes a lot for some marriages to get to that point. Some marriages it seems to take very little.

For me, 17 years of a relationship is no little thing. I had a notion that women who didn’t get physically assaulted or got cheated on,  had no business getting a divorce. 

Yet here I am. Filing for a divorce.

After two years of trying everything to find my husbands heart and personality, I realized that the cost to my own personality and the cost to my children, was too great.

No, I don’t make a lot of money. I don’t have a big support system. But I do know, that I can do this. I have to. So as bills mount, responsibilities increase, and my own fears take on a life of their own; I remember the Bible verse Psalm 121 “I lift my eyes to the hills from wence my help comes”

I don’t have the answers. I don’t know what the future holds. But I do know that God is with me.


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