Sidelined by a song
As I go through this painful journey with my husband, my emotions are always right under the surface. Today, I was derailed by the Carrie Underwood, Brad Paisley song “Remind me”.
I thought I was doing ok up until that point. Not so much. I haven’t been sleeping well at all. I miss the husband I used to know.
So I found myself sitting in my car bawling my eyes out on the side of the road. Like a baby. Starting to question my vows. “For better or worse” what does that mean to me?
Does it mean that I take the personality change and just live with it? Does it mean that I don’t get to feel special and cherished anymore? I can’t just walk away. But where is the line?
How long do I wait, in hopes for him to come back?
